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I want to be the person who will make a difference in life. Someone who others look up to even if I’m just a teenager. I want to help others and even accept help because I’m not perfect. To be that person would be to achieve a pretty important goal in my life. Even if it’s one person who could read this and say they have been affected by it, it’d be one step in the right direction. :)

Not everyone can fit the perfect, cookie-cutter mold that has been set in life. Especially not this teen. Yes I say I am a teen. I’ll admit I’ve had a pretty great life raised by an awesome family. The thing is, is that like any teenager I’m trying “find myself.” I’m trying to make sense of life and what I’m supposed to do with it. What I’ve got so far is that life is unpredictable an there’s no way to try and figure it out. I’ve tried to find my way in a sense of art. A healthy way to express it so to say. I’ve tried theater, art, singing, writing, and whatever else there is. In all of those things, I’m capable of doing them very well. I just can’t figure out what I’m supposed to do. It all gets confusing, depressing at times, exciting, and whatever else, but then it hits me that I’m a TEENAGER!!! I’m not supposed to know what to do with my life when I haven’t even had much time to live it. you may think of this as senseless rambling but to me if one person can read this and understand then I’ve reached my goal.